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• Depression
  

  help me

  Posted by: Jade_roses

  Last Reply: rar 08/25/2017

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  well idk what i'm gonna do, sadly being honest with my dad got me in trouble and now he just want to take away my phone and laptop which mean i cant talk to any supports groups when i'm im triggered and i'll turly be trapped with no way out. what do i do?

• Physical & Emotional Abuse
  

  it won't stop

  Posted by: Jade_roses

  Last Reply: MyTrueColors 08/25/2017

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  hello my name is jade, well i know for sure that i have bben emotionally and verbally abused by my mother. due to some mind breaking drama in school  with a my support system I had to go to the hospital. the doctors and theripst there then reviled that it was abuse. after the hospital I moved in with my dad to get away from it. I thought is was over finally i was able to be me.I WAS WRONGmy dad, grandparents, step mom, 2 older step brothers, and even my half brother. they have their own way...

• Suicidal Thoughts
  

  i need some advice...

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  Posted: 08/23/2017

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  my name is Jade, and honestly just to jump in i wanna die. i've been emotionally abused (currently still is) and literally triggered 20 minuets ago. it seems like no one cares in this house and honestly if i died they would just shrug it off and just act like they did nothing wrong. i always think about what would happen if i just did it. would i be free? whould someone care?

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 08/23/2017

  Jade_roses joined the group Suicidal Thoughts.

• Depression
  

  I don't know what to do

  Posted by: Jade_roses

  Last Reply: OlderCPer 07/05/2017

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  i feel scared and alone. i'm honestly losing hope. my world is falling apart...first i stared drifting away from my best friend of seven years. and now i might be losing my best friend who has been my apart of my support system and has been like a brother to me...now it seems like i forced him to be my friend? i don't know. he never told me this i had to hear it from someone else. I mean if he didn't want to be my friend anymore then why still keep me around if he just started hating me. I feel...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/07/2017

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• Depression
  

  Realized what I've been doing for 17 years

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  Last Reply: forestfreek 06/06/2017

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  so i've realized my life was split up into 3 different personalities that i've made. The diva- the one who always has to have something and if someone asks for something i make them pay for it by buying me things i wantThe monstrer- the one who tends to take the voleint route and gets angry and remains that why for days unit fianlly chill leaving my body and brian with just emptynessand finally me...the me everyone in public know the bubbly arty trans boy who is also a rad influence along with...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 06/06/2017

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• Depression
  

  Question

  Posted by: Jade_roses

  Last Reply: Wilson674 06/05/2017

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  has anybody else just feel so empty during and after they've had episodes or is it just me? is that normal i don't even know anymore to be honestly

• Physical & Emotional Abuse
  

  today

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  Posted: 06/05/2017

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  today has it's up and downs. my family is acting like nothing happened just like what happened before moving away from my mom due to what was happening so yeah it was nothing but emptyness at first. But then i got to talk to my bestfriend who's like a brother to me and has been on my side for 3 years (4 next month) and all we could talk about was what we were doing all day while at another friends house and it even continued a little bit i simled when hearing his cheerful voice. I just wish i...

• Physical & Emotional Abuse
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 06/05/2017

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  feelings 6/4/17

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  Posted: 06/04/2017

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  well today just had to be that kind of day. you see i was out with my friends and it felt so good to be with them. i remembered what it was  like not to hide my true self and was able to be ok. nothing to make me sad or upset anymore i was happy for once and i felt amazing! But when i get home i couldn't stand it. because of me being in the mental hospital and able to let out something and my emotions are off cause usally I'll hold in emotions like I taught myself but now it's everytime a...

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  Posted: 06/04/2017

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• Physical & Emotional Abuse
  

  hello

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  Last Reply: Jade_roses 06/05/2017

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  Hello there...everyrone. uhm i don't know how to go about this...so forgive me if i'm to straight forward with this. well you see I'm being emotionally abused by my family along with invalidation from them and i really need someone to talk to. to explain my situation....it's like.. I'm not allowed to be who i am or show my emotions or I get yelled at my parents are divosed and i didn't do so well with my momshe was open about it. we had constant fights and she would remind me that she never...