Zemphyra

Wow, haven't been around in such a long time. Life has changed so considerably. I have a job that I absolutely love. I work usually Wednesday to Friday but it changes sometimes depending what's...

I can’t seem to get moving today. It’s not actually related to anything. Sure, it’s hot, sure I slept too much this weekend. Who knows? Perhaps it’s a combination of things.Sunday... Church...

I don’t think the young adults at my church like me very much. I think they suffer me, but in reality they probably wish I wasn’t there. I write too much, I think too much. These aren’t good...

Being alone is easy. You learn to accept it, to deal with and, at least I’ve found, to embrace it. Having potential friends is difficult. You don’t fit anywhere. Why was I so much happier being...

Depression is a strange thing. It can't be seen, smelt, tasted or heard, but it can be felt. For those that feel the harshness of depression no words can quite describe the pain it inflicts, the void...

So I haven't been online much lately because our internet connection is being a pain in the butt. I'll probably end up backlogging one of my entries as I wrote it offline while sleeping in my car...

So today I thought i'd do something a little different. I've been excessively listening to a lot of music and I had one song that especially spoke to me in my current crisis. Disturbia by Rihanna....

The middle of Winter and yet it feels like one of those hot summer days, ugh! Everything's been pretty good though. I just graduated yesterday from my Retail Certificate II course. My course...

So tomorrow I’ll have a new dog and that means new goals. I want to start walking every morning. I’ll have to search around and see if I can find my Pokemon pedometer. Also I’ll get some...

How does one be assertive when the other person is drunk? The answer is one cannot be assertive when the other person is drunk because said person cannot process assertiveness when drunk.Anyway...

A non-eventual day to be sure. I’m really sick of our ISP. My internet is forever dropping out, or else it puts on that little yellow warning sign with the ! to let me know that I have no internet,...

Well tonight has been a whirlwind of emotions. Some good, some bad. Mostly good though J So today was my first appointment with the group therapists who I’m going to be working on for as long as I...

Ugh stupid internet. At least It’s letting me be on my instant messengers without too much trouble. So I guess I have a lot to update. Not sure really where to begin.Well… I don’t have a door...

I was going to write everything that happened but I'm finding it too much to write and for some odd reason I'm extremely tired. Two nights ago mum kicked me out because of some issues, one of them...

My mum's kicked me out. I have 3 cats and we're living in a car. I don't have long till the battery on my computer dies... Thank God for wifi right? I'm crashing so low right now. I relinquished my...