Zemphyra

Date doesn't look like it'll happen. Completely being ignored now. Started cutting again. Left church. Not going back. Taking tablets to sleep where it doesn't hurt. Tired of hurting. Tired of...

How many of us can say"I did what I could today""I helped a man who couldn't walk""I helped a child open up and talk""I gave an old lady a lift while she waited in the pouring rain""I made a young...

Wow, this day has just been utterly amazing. I had the most terrible morning because I didn't get to sleep until like 1am cause mum has visitors and they were up and the noise just filters down to my...

I can't sleep. I'm tired enough and all, but I just have so much running through my head at the moment. Stupid, little, insignificant things that can wait till the morning but have decided to plague...

Meh, I'm feeling a wee bit sluggish today. Like I just can't seem to get moving. I think half of it is a little stress mixed with tiredness. Not having breakfast isn't helpful either. Note to self:...

I wasn't really sure if I was going to the Christmas party. We've had so much rain lately that the closest road to get into town has been flooded over. And today it really didn't look like the rain...

Wow, haven't been around in such a long time. Life has changed so considerably. I have a job that I absolutely love. I work usually Wednesday to Friday but it changes sometimes depending what's...

I can’t seem to get moving today. It’s not actually related to anything. Sure, it’s hot, sure I slept too much this weekend. Who knows? Perhaps it’s a combination of things.Sunday... Church...

I don’t think the young adults at my church like me very much. I think they suffer me, but in reality they probably wish I wasn’t there. I write too much, I think too much. These aren’t good...

Being alone is easy. You learn to accept it, to deal with and, at least I’ve found, to embrace it. Having potential friends is difficult. You don’t fit anywhere. Why was I so much happier being...

Depression is a strange thing. It can't be seen, smelt, tasted or heard, but it can be felt. For those that feel the harshness of depression no words can quite describe the pain it inflicts, the void...

So I haven't been online much lately because our internet connection is being a pain in the butt. I'll probably end up backlogging one of my entries as I wrote it offline while sleeping in my car...

So today I thought i'd do something a little different. I've been excessively listening to a lot of music and I had one song that especially spoke to me in my current crisis. Disturbia by Rihanna....

The middle of Winter and yet it feels like one of those hot summer days, ugh! Everything's been pretty good though. I just graduated yesterday from my Retail Certificate II course. My course...

I tried to break my arm, my wrist and my fingers today. I'm losing everything around me. I went to my psychiatrist and he prescribed an anti psychotic. It just made me sleep for 2 1/2 days. But when...