Zemphyra

I haven't been here for a long time. It's not that I recovered from my mental illness. I guess I just ran out of things to say. It's been so long that I was reading a past entry and I don't even...

Popular Carrie Underwood song for the title, although I'm not writing as some scorned lover. Sometimes things just get overwhelming, like today for instance. There's a part of me - probably a lot...

So tomorrow I’ll have a new dog and that means new goals. I want to start walking every morning. I’ll have to search around and see if I can find my Pokemon pedometer. Also I’ll get some...

How does one be assertive when the other person is drunk? The answer is one cannot be assertive when the other person is drunk because said person cannot process assertiveness when drunk.Anyway...

A non-eventual day to be sure. I’m really sick of our ISP. My internet is forever dropping out, or else it puts on that little yellow warning sign with the ! to let me know that I have no internet,...

Well tonight has been a whirlwind of emotions. Some good, some bad. Mostly good though J So today was my first appointment with the group therapists who I’m going to be working on for as long as I...

Ugh stupid internet. At least It’s letting me be on my instant messengers without too much trouble. So I guess I have a lot to update. Not sure really where to begin.Well… I don’t have a door...

I was going to write everything that happened but I'm finding it too much to write and for some odd reason I'm extremely tired. Two nights ago mum kicked me out because of some issues, one of them...

My mum's kicked me out. I have 3 cats and we're living in a car. I don't have long till the battery on my computer dies... Thank God for wifi right? I'm crashing so low right now. I relinquished my...

I hide behind a smile so no one will seeA little lost girl, and that girl is meThe torment inside is now mere scarsFake memories explained to those who askBut what I felt then can never fadeNo time...

This disease makes it impossible to have friends... I'm too touchy, too insecure, too sensitive to everything around me. Wrote some verses to a song and this is what I came up with: Brought into...

I have made an awesome new friend and I am very grateful. 

It’s hard to be alone. To live your life on the sidelines while everyone around you is moving onto happier things. Getting married, having children, creating a family. I’m 28 years old and what...

I've never been good at keeping a diary. For one I always look back what I've written and felt ashamed or embarrassed that things could be so bad. The thoughts that sometimes go through my head are...

This entry is probably going to be a bit of a downer so I apologise in advance, but I am trying to keep an entry every day so here goes. I've always had a huge self esteem problem. I don't really...