Sandi2947

I hope I can write what I am feeling, no one telling me I am wrong or that I should do this or that.  Is this one of the hardest weekends in my life,,,YESAM I SAD:  YESDO I FEEL :  YESDO I FEEL I...

Did you know that there was not an official Mother's Day until 1912, and Father's Day was not created until after someone heard a message about Mother's Day.Sometimes, I wonder, as I have watched my...

Last night I got really down, and cried and prayed my self to sleep.  I prayed that God would give me understanding why Kenny had to die.  I haven't figured it out yet, although I know Ken had...

Just to let you know I have downloaded some of our pictures of our trip to Cancun a little over a week ago.  Just for information we stay at Moon Palace, it is all-inclusive, so once you have paid...

Okay went to church tonight again.  The men and women have separate groups.  The guys do a Bible Study.  The women do a DVD that has been the same person for over 2 years.  I don't like it. Tired...

How do you continue to stay up and go to church, play Christian music.  It's getting harder than easier.Depressed.  Just can't at times handle my son Kenny is gone..Feel I am losing touch with...

I actually got motivated yesterday...started cleaning.  Oh I knew I had the baby book, but it was always in my closet.  I was getting ready to make video's and pictures for my son Kenny for...

Sucks....

I learned this last week that really no one knows how to comfort others when they have lost someone to death.  I think they try.  We just have not learned how.   For instantsI am on Face Book....

I flew up in the sky, trying to look so high, to see if I could see those beautiful blue eyes.  I did see the blue sky which reminded me of you, but I didn't see you face, which I wanted to so...

I wanted to share this with all of you as I felt it says it all:Do We Ever Get Over Grief:Grief:You don't get over ityou just get through ityou don't get by itbecause you can't get around itit...

Yesterday I wrote about the loss of my pet Zoey and the loss of Kenny and his pet Heidi.After writing it, we took Abby to get a haircut.  Since Kenny went to Heaven, I do not keep up with dates.  I...

To the Pets of the World:  my beautiful puppy Zoey,  brought so much joy to my life.  This time last year my husband had had a triple-by-pass.  He got through the surgery fine and is still doing...

I had forgotten I had an appointment at the pain doctor today.  When I made the appointment they said, since I had not been there since last Oct. I would have to have a check up before any procedure...

Hi all my dear friends at DS.  What a wonder group we have here at DS to support us even when we are away for a period of time.The trip to Cancun was very beautiful and something I feel my husband...