Baby Book

I actually got motivated yesterday...started cleaning.  Oh I knew I had the baby book, but it was always in my closet.  I was getting ready to make video's and pictures for my son Kenny for Christmas.  That was some time last year.  I made copies of the pictures, we getting ready to be the VHS over on a DVD, he would be so happy to see the pictures again.  
 
So it never happened, and in some way I am glad I didn't do it.  Cause that is all I have of Kenny, no ashes, nothing from his collections of eagles, mostly given by me.  
But I do have all his baby pictures, growing up pictures, graduation pictures.  Lots and Lots of pictures and 2 video's.
So then he got sicker and everything got put on hold.  It must have meant to be, cause would have never seem again.  So I thank God for letting me keep the things that mean the world to me.  
As we all know Mother's Day is near and it is going to be a sad day, but maybe I will just look at the Baby Book and pictures and think of the Happy Days!!
I miss you Kenny, I love you dearly, I wish to hear from you on Mother's Day, you never not once called.  So this will be a sad day for me, knowing your gone, but someday soon some Mother's Day we will walk hand and hand in Heaven Again.
I love you Ken, Mom