Sandi2947

Today even though it is not the 30th it is the 2 months since my Kenny went to Heaven.  Some have ask that I share more about my son to you.  First I have four sons.  Kenny was my first born when...

I think of my  heart as a pie that has been cut into four pieces.  Each of those four pieces are my children.  But in one of the pieces of my pie (heart) there has been a piece cut out. The rest...

Hi all,  Well this has been a step I guess.  I have not cried all day and night now for three days.  Oh I have cried and miss my son so much, but not all day.  Also, I am working on not reliving...

Today I started out getting to church early to practice the piano for our music group.  After practice I started talking to a old friend and was sharing with him my pain.  Then the tears.  The...

This has been a very bad day .  I have cried all day.  The loss of my son have overwhelmed me today.  I do not understand why God did not heal him.  I really believed he would be healed.  I miss...

As I shared a couple of pictures of my new Great Grand Son...I read some comments..I would as for a prayer that we our family would be re-united with his mom and him...She became (my grand daughter)...

I really do get tired of the empty feeling that goes with the loss of your child...Sadness, depression seems to come in stages as I continue to deal with Ken being gone...I really don't know if I am...

i would like to know if I am the only one who always has my son I lost on my mind...No matter what I am doing, or going or coming...always in my thoughts is my son Ken...Is this normal...?  I feel I...

I have ben prondering a question for a while now...I just met a guy on FB that just lost his 20 year old son...I really don't know how, maybe drug OD..due to he found him in his bed..He had just...

Yesterday we went back to see mom..she had told me some of her items she wanted to hang on the wall..so we load them up...We get there and she is waiting for lunch, I went over to talk to her and she...

I went to visit the nursing home yesterday morning around 9...It is probably a bit farther about 25 minute from me but for my sister who has no car it is about 45 minutes...I live in In, she lives in...

i JUST can't believe the phone call today...AT four today get a call from the nursing home where we been trying to get mom into...and have been expecting that they knew we wanted her in her home town...

We got word today that mom's does need the level of care of the nursing home..This time she will be going in under Medicaid which I am hoping means that they will not be doing a 6 months...

Thanks for all your comments and encouragements you wrote to your last journal..I think my hardest thing through this even before mom can to live with us is that when she first went into the NH last...

Well, the nurse was here today to give her decision about mom going back to the nursing home..She asked very little questions..it was sorta weird that she didn't ask questions...we were expecting...