Sandi2947

Does it seem to others that when it rain's on you, it just pours and pours.  That the stress just gets higher and higher.  I feel that way.  I feel that if anything is going to go wrong it happens...

Why is this  the day we call Good Friday.  Wonder why they call it Good Friday.  I wrote Hood Friday first, wouldn't that be what we would call today, if a group of people attacked our child and...

Oh my sweet sweet son, how could it be 3 months already, since it just seemed like last night.  You have no idea what we have to go through and I am so glad you can't know.  I ask Jesus to tell you...

Good Morning Kenny, I miss you so much.  I was making coffee this morning and my mind went back to the conference center and you and I were talking and making our coffee.  Mom really gets sad.  I...

Thanks so much for taking time to read my journal.  I was talking about this to my husband the other day and that is how I understood the process.  It's not going to make it any easier but as all...

I have been thinking about how we deal with what we are going through no matter what it is.  Right now I am dealing with the death of my wonderful son Kenny and how he is missed but what I realized...

I really don't know what to say to the replies.  You see, it is I think accourdingly how far you are in your process with dealing with what your going through.  Now for losing my son, I haven't...

HI Friend,  well, it just keeps on coming.  I was shaking so bad I couldn't even type my name in.  I don't know how to handle anything anymore.  Mom's sick, she has to move in with me.  My...

My friends thanks for your caring words.  No I do not blames God.  Amazing that if we do blame someone we never say we blame the  devil.  But that is a subject withit it's own.Today, I start a...

Hi all, Well it has happened again.  Guess it is just not enough that my son died.  My brother and his wife are on the edge of death, but if you read my short post NOW MORE BAD NEWS FOR MY FAMILY...

WELL, NONE MY MOM HAS ALZHEIMER'S.   THIS IS A GREAT "F" WORLD!!!!!   I GUESS GOD JUST DON'T LIKE OUR FAMILY.......

This morning I must have been dreaming about my son, I don't know but as I was waking up from my sleep I put up my fist and I remember I was smiling and I said "THAT'S MY SON"  So then I started...

Thanks to my friends for your comments. I am not strong, I am not a survivor.  I am told that but I don't want to be no more.  I just want my son to be alive.That is all.

I have been by myself today.  Hubby and Abby went to Ohio to see his mom, it's her birthday.  I talked to my neighbor and then decided to walk down to my 86 years old neighbors house.  She lost...

Thank you to all who are praying for them.  James has a disease CCA it is in the brain and the anyloids (spelling) are causing his blood vessels to rupture and now they are attacking his organs and...