Sandi2947

I sat here alone tonight, thinking, wondering, and making plans.  Life hurts, but life goes on. I think my son's son said it very profound for a 17 year old who misses his dad so much.  He wrote:...

The song at my son's Kenny's memorial service on Jan 2, 2010 was "Crying for Me" by Toby Keith.  It really says it all about what we are feeling.  The thing is our children that were in pain are...

Hi all, I was laying here thinking about the last two weeks, the hospital, everything anyway I am not sure but I think I got the TOP OF THE LIST comments someone can say upon hearing I lost my son....

Hi all, thanks for so many comments to me.  It is so great knowing even in terrible circumstances such as the lost of our children, that so many friends have connected my way and I hope your way to...

Hi everyone,  It has been a rough almost 2 weeks.  Went to Indianapolis with friends to be with her during her surgery.  Finally it kept getting booted later and later, so we had to leave to get...

I don't know why, but all my mind wants to do is go to the day and night that Ken laid in that hospital bed in ICU the last day of his life.  No movement, his eyes never opened, just a bit it seemed...

Today I have spent most of the day alone with my puppy.  We or should I say "me", but she is always a willing traveler decided to go to some garage sales.  Not much to find that I was looking for,...

Hi all, an update.  We went to the game in Gadsden, Al for my grandson...They WOW!!! that was great.  It was a good trip.  We got to see Ken's wife, her mom and did, my grandson and his...

Well, tomorrow we will leave for AL.  It will be the first time going back to AL since Ken died.  We are going about 50 miles north of where he lived to watch is son, my grandson's spring football...

Abby Girl turned 1 year old yesterday May 10th.  I gave her a little too much treats, and guess what happened, bless her heart she got sick.She went for her check up today, it seems we can't ever...

It's on 3:42 a.m. here, but this happens so much.  I wake up and I dreaming that Ken is gone having to tell some.  It's funny cause it is never Ken's name that I use.  It is like a initial or...

On Mother's Day last year which was the 10th, Abby was born.On Mother's Day last year Zoey was giving me my Mother's Day Good- Bye KissMonday last year was then 11th..Zoey left us for Heaven.Abby was...

Yes Yes Yes, I have a wonderful family.  I wish I had taken pictures, of the table and of all the food.  Mom (me) got to get her food first.  Mom(me) was the super hero...They have done a lot of...

Today was a Happy Day!!! A Sad Day!!! How else can one put it.  Happy cause I got to be with 2 of my other sons, and heard from my son working in Florida, and a sign from Kenny.  If I wasn't so sad...

To all my dear friends,  I will not say "Happy" to you today, but my kids will to me and so will I to my mom, even though no one is really Happy just trying to get through.I thought I would share...