Sandi2947

I have tried all week..all day trying to find someone mom can stay with...Oh this RESPITE how they work here is...have to stay like 14 days...$80.00 per day..I hope someone in this world is rich but...

Does it always feel your the only family member that helps out...I mean one night I need my brother or sister to keep mom..but NO...what really gets to me is this..One.my brother thinks I am rich so...

We are suppose to have a Social Worker come to the house to do an evaluation on mom and if they feel she can go back to the nursing home that she was happy at...I just can't seem to get her to...

I still pray hope that my mom does not have Alz..one of the pills she is on has the exact same symptoms and I am trying to reduce her down off them..I did not know that one of her doctor's was...

Life is known to me as Endless Pain...I feel I am sinking into a depression..that I don't know from where to crawl out of..My husband feels it is because mom has moved here bringing back the memories...

What is Life???

Today I sat in the back of my car...I am looking for mom's insurance cards...still laying there is Ken's Star War's Birthday Card...I think I tried to make his birthday be more normal like this...

I am wondering what did I do...and what do I do now..It's not I do not love my mom..but she really drives me nuts...I am not able to do this whatever I am suppose to do...I am trying to get her into...

I wonder about this thing called Life...Sometimes it if full of joy...Every thing in it place...Smile on everyone's faces...Laughter in our Hearts..Love fills our every fiberAs our eyes take in each...

Sadness has overcome me again..I do not know why that I am back feeling like I am at the beginning again...I felt I had made a big step..when at the 18 month of Ken being gone..we did the balloon...

I have read your responses...and thought about your thoughts...and why I am feeling more down then normal..I wonder if anyone can ever be happy again really happy..there will always be that missing...

I think to myself..I should be happy..but happy for what...Life seems to have taken a toll on me...I think to myself..that this feeling of depression is beginning to overtake me and there seems no...

I read where someone wrote: My son has been gone for 2 years, yet it is so hard to reach out..to call for help...I wonder Do we all somewhat feel this way? I feel that I do..and I wonder if it is...

A friend is someone who even in their busy daily life...even in their sorrow..no matter what their doing..that take the time to think of you..A friend is someone who wonder's how your doing...but...

I think I am really depressed about Soos...She somewhat had the courage to do what we all have thought of doing since that horrible day our children left us....The thought of going on out of this...