Sandi2947

Made it through another first....Was handling things pretty well, when someone asked my son about Thanksgiving..did we always have it at his house ...he immediately said "yes" then made a fast...

I am a mom...you are a mom...someway, somehow, we bring our children into our hearts...whether by birth, whether by adoption, however it is we bring our children into our hearts and souls.  And the...

Do you remember the first night your child died....now that is a silly question isn't it...We have it embedded in our minds

What if:  No one was sad in this world we live in?What if:  No one died...we lived forever??What if:  No one ever complained?What if:  We only looked for good things?What if:  There was smiling...

I feel I have gone into a sad mode.  Just the feeling of so much sadness, not wanting to do anything...Guess feeling that if I just get up, get through the day, go to bed and do the same thing next...

Today we celebrated Ken's birthday by going to his favorite place to eat Cracker Barrel....Then the ones who could be there went outside and I had bought balloons all colors of the rainbows and one...

Today we celebrated Ken's birthday by going to his favorite place to eat Cracker Barrel....Then the ones who could be there went outside and I had bought balloons all colors of the rainbows and one...

Happy Birthday to you Kenny, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you Kenny, your mom loves and misses you.  As is with my tradition as soon as I wake up I will reach for the phone to call to be...

Jessica has improved remarkable.  She is sitting up, even drank some Dr Pepper.  She has come a long way.  She still has a lot to go, there will be a lot of surgies ahead of her starting...

Around 11:00 last night my 17 year old granddaughter and her boyfriend was hit at high speed by a drunk driver.  Her boyfriend was treated and released.The creep who was dog drunk that hit her...

I wrote that going to Compassionate Friends did not offer me anything...Wow was I wrong.  I learned a very profound thing that never even entered my mind concernting the loss of my son Kenny.  When...

7 Months Tonight my baby, my son, my Ken will have left this earth for his Heavenly home....Sure does hurt sweetheart, sure wish mom could come pick you up....I love you so much.Love mom

As bad as I have to make this decision, with what is going on in my life right now I have decided the retreat is the last place I need to be...For one thing I never know if i am going to wake up with...

Please do not take my comments personal...they are just what I am feeling today.  It's been a heavy week, with a new Memorial for Ken.  It was simply much more over powering then my husband or I...

Hey Ken, We made the trip to Anderson...brought back lots of memories.  The camp grounds are still in the same place as we parked in 1980.  It has changed a lot though.  The campus is hugh.  The...