Nurse here today

Well, the nurse was here today to give her decision about mom going back to the nursing home..She asked very little questions..it was sorta weird that she didn't ask questions...we were expecting things like, what does she do, like the floors..or kind fo work...the only question she asked that I remembered was asking who her doctor was..Now she has been going to this doctor for years and since she took a while to answer it..maybe just by attitude and the long time ti took her to figure it out, maybe that gave her the clue she neeed to be in a nursing home...so now it is wait and see.
My husbad asked what her decision would be and she said she would recommend her to go into the nursing home...asked us a few questions...
I had no ideal I would get as upset as I did...I started crying and walked out with her and told her how hard this was ...just never thought my mom would get ALZ..just never and I guess just been in a lot of denial....Although she has showed symptons of not knowing me and stuff I just never thought she was sick...Today she asked me....Do you know when they change sheets in this place..as if it was a group home..I told her today..she says okay...I can get them and i told her its okay it's my job...she was like it is your job and I sain yes ..she says well that's nice of you...So I know now she just thinks we are someone who cares for people from inbetween going to the nursing home...It is hard knowing there is noting we can do..but I know she was happier at the nursing home....I just hope we get the final decision she said by Wednesday..but as far as she was going to recommend they take her back into the nursing home...Changes...
Exhaustion..Sadness..all combined it is very difficult...Thats for all the thoughts and prayers..Sandi