Waiting for AF

So I have been crying uncontrollably for days now waiting for AF to arrive and there is no sign of it yet...I am still waiting and waiting and waiting...perhaps something is wrong? The other day my old doctors office called and told me that my test results are ready...however I did change doctors 4 months ago and moved to one closer to work...I wonder what the test results are about? Could it be that we got wrong information about our genetic tests?!?!?!? but then those results would go to our fertility doctor? So here I sit pondering whether AF is coming and what the results could possibly be....On top of the worrying is the SAC elections at school...one girl who really wanted to be president did not even get enough votes to make it on to student council. She is experience but a bit high matienance. I really do not want to see her reaction tomorrow when she hears the results over the PA system. Thank-God we do not publish who won president etc..., just that they made it to an executive position.Then there is a teacher who is retiring and can not make up his mind about a party so I came up with an idea about an assembly which would celebrate his, and who else is leaving us, career. Now he has decided that he wants the party and I am in the middle of organizing the assembly...why do I even bother....So then ,through the stress I decided to teach this summer...so away went my application and I did get an immediate response...I guess when opportunity knocks I should answer. I guess I am doing so much because if I am busy then I do not have to focus on not being pregnant or ever getting pregnant. I am so scared that if AF does not come, our chances of ever being pregnant will just be a pipe dream...might as well be productive then non productive. Gosh this sounds like ramblings of a crazy person. Perhaps the red dragon will come tomorrow and then I will feel better....Later Days