Werid day...I have been fighting a cold for about a week so I have been feeling so tired. Up until today , i believed that my urge to eat everything in sight, tiredness and bitchness was due to my period coming...before school today I went for a blood to check to see if I am ovulating or had ovulated so I can take the provera and get an AF. So I waited and waited and waited...surpervised an exam, felt dizzy during the exam (thought it was an inner ear thing), then whamo at 1pm the doctors office calls. She asks if I am sitting down then lets me know that I have beta numbers at 20 and do not take the provera....we are in the very earlier stages of a pregnancy. So here I sit still alittle stunned and happy, but really scared. I have to go in on monday to make sure that the numbers increase. If they don't then I guess I will be depressed again...I am trying to hard not to imagine what this child would be like. I am afraid there will be another m/c and I will go through hell again. I am still trying to recover from the loss of our little sunshine, I could not handle another one.Keeping everything crossed for now.