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Status: Just being....and it's a beautiful thing.
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- I have not been very functional the past week or two. I can't sleep. I don't know that anything obvious has occurred in life, just the same shite different day. I go to bed at my usual time, get up at my usual time. I'm just not sleeping. I am...
- I usually journal such things, but just felt the need to share this here.From the first memory⦠The softness of the fresh mown lawn slightly damp in the dew, the cut blades laying a thick carpet under my feet. The sun glinting off almost white...
- I new friend mentioned to me (in a message I failed to respond to, but I think they know) that I should share more of me. I have posted here some, but not always shared a lot of me. Maybe not intentional, maybe a bit. My life has been chaotic...
- I am here. I sit here alone this night wondering where is anyone? I feel so beaten, broken and tired, bone deep worn out.From my first relation at the grand age of 17, I have traveled long and far, lived and learned and always held to my faith and...
- I have already been drained. So much going on, within me and outside of me. I signed my part of the divorce papers with a notary today. I met him at the mosque (safe place) to sign over car titles etc. The last steps. The man burst into tears. ...
- I have had so many conversations this day/night and I am tired. I guess I am posting here mainly to clear my mind before I try to sleep. This may seem a callous way to put it, and I in no way mean it poorly, but as stray animals tend to flock to my...
- I have made so many discoveries throughout life, as a HSP, and having children who in their own ways are also HSP. Some are wonderous and some are too much...My daughter who is also highly empathic, also has such a strong connection with animals. ...
- I have found myself in so many situations thru out my entire life. Logically, I know that I cannot be responsible for everything, everyone and that I cannot "save the world".I just find myself reaching out so much and pretty much getting clobbered...
- Hello all,Blackdog was kind enough to invite me after my comment of testing as an INFP my entire life (with some lovely high percentages at that).I am happy to join a group of other HSP. Life gets a bit lonely and difficult with the majority not...
- .....when they have friends. I have heard this saying all my life, but...I just now really got it, driven home in grand form!A person that I have, for the last couple of years, viewed as one of my closest friends just seriously betrayed me.I...
- I'm really shocked that he actually contacted me. I received the following email:**Hi Kelly, i know i should not be doing this but......anyway i really do need your help in my English,i know i asked this from you before.the truth is i might be able...
- Reading through recent posts, I just had to share tonight, since people shy away and don't really want to go there.I was so angry during my daughter's police interview. The safety center was great with her and my son. However, during this, I was...
- I have been considering pretend healing, real healing...everything in my life, who I am and well, all of the fallout of a life time of abuse. I see a therapist each week with my kids (technically theirs because I don't have insurance) who is sweet...
- I had such an emotional weekend and need to ramble. After an average of 4 hours of tears per day the last few days, I realized how much I'm still allowing his abuse to continue.My abuser almost exclusively used withholding, making you wait, seeing...
- Since I am still broke with no end in sight, I attempted to file a free divorce through legal aid, which is only free if uncontested or your paperwork gets set in a stack a mile high awaiting its turn for evaluation.He called me unhappy with the...