flybrokenwings

flybrokenwings

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Age: 32
Gender: Female

I used this website during my teen years and it helped me through some hard times. I'm a bit older and figured I would give it a go again. I've had kind of a weird life, a lot of bad and a lot of good in my years. I suppose I'm still trying to work through a lot of things from my past, I have not had an easy or conventional life but I'm going to use that the best I can to my advantage. I'm one of those people who is always listening, helping, loving and cheering everyone around me on... yet people only want me when I'm happy. Sometimes I need a little cheer myself. I'm an empath and healer who is learning to live in a world that generally does not think and feel the way I do, I'm learning to accept that and keep loving unconditionally despite the fact that many will never be able to reciprocate in the same way. I don't know exactly what I'm looking for here. It's a lonely road I'm on, and I know it's for the best but it still gets to me many nights. I'm not lonely for lack of friends or people, more lack of depth and true connection. How can we live in this world if we can't get real? I will be nothing but real, nothing but love and nothing but hope. People often attatch themselves to me because they feed off my energy, and I am just as guilty because of my savior complex. Trying to find balance is difficult. I attract those who want my heart yet are in no place to open their heart to another. Perhaps I'm trying to save my young self, or my mother, or maybe all I want to do is help save the world. I'm smart enough to know, I'm no good until I save myself:

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