I'm beyond scared & have to make decisions - ugh!!!
I'm beyond scared and have to make decisions.
1. Dave's drinking is what is going to break us up. If he did not have a drinking problem, we would have a rock solid relationship. He does have a drinking problem. I have to make a decision about this.
2. I am beyond scared that I have not had a job offer and need something by the end of the year or before the end of the year. If I can't pay the yearly taxes next year, something has got to give. Welfare won't give me any money because I collect Smokey's pension. It's the only thing that I have to live on it is just over $500. It's not much that is for sure but at least it is something. I can maintain my monthly bills with a little left over for food. Dave always cook dinner, which has spoiled me. Without Dave in my life, my dinners would be cheap like surviving on KD or something like it. It scares me.
The bright spot in my life is my daughter, son-in-law to be and grandson Tyson. Tyson lights up my life that is for sure. I am glad I get to babysit Tyson. It get to know him a lot. Lisa is working part-time and going to school part-time to upgrade herself from a Registerd Care Attendent to Acute Care. I am proud of Lisa.
All the best from Diane B.
1. Dave's drinking is what is going to break us up. If he did not have a drinking problem, we would have a rock solid relationship. He does have a drinking problem. I have to make a decision about this.
2. I am beyond scared that I have not had a job offer and need something by the end of the year or before the end of the year. If I can't pay the yearly taxes next year, something has got to give. Welfare won't give me any money because I collect Smokey's pension. It's the only thing that I have to live on it is just over $500. It's not much that is for sure but at least it is something. I can maintain my monthly bills with a little left over for food. Dave always cook dinner, which has spoiled me. Without Dave in my life, my dinners would be cheap like surviving on KD or something like it. It scares me.
The bright spot in my life is my daughter, son-in-law to be and grandson Tyson. Tyson lights up my life that is for sure. I am glad I get to babysit Tyson. It get to know him a lot. Lisa is working part-time and going to school part-time to upgrade herself from a Registerd Care Attendent to Acute Care. I am proud of Lisa.
All the best from Diane B.
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