Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I haven't been doing well lately. I was recently diagnosed with ovarian cancer and am having a lot of pain and discomfort and having trouble getting good medical care or any at all. I'm worried that there isn't anything that can be done anyway.
Night time is really hard for me. I am so scared. My world was fairly normal and then this happened and I feel like I have been plunged into complete darkness; like there is nothing good in the world. If I am terminally ill and am already sick every day then I am wondering what the point is.
Right now I am just having trouble dealing with the pain. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. They usually just blow me off. I think it's because they don't know what they are doing, don't know what to do, know they really can't do anything and just want me to go away because the whole thing is so unpleasant. How can I possibly get through this alone. I have no partner, no friends and my family, except for my elderly parents, don't care and won't help or get involved.
I feel really sad and physically ill and I don't know what to do. Maybe there isn't anything that can be done and then what? am I ever going to feel ok again? I've completely lost control of my life.
Cancer is not always the end of life. So dont give up hope. If your dr does not take you seriously then find a new one who will.
I know it's hard. I didn't have cancer but had an illness that was near death experience many years ago.
Then just go through the motions, do what drs say, and be mindful. Think one day at a time. If you think of the future w/this, you'll go nuts for sure.
I wish you the best, and my heart goes out to you. I totally understand.
Aussie, thanks for suggesting the mushrooms, for the prayers and hug. It means a lot. What you said about how we are all connected is really beautiful and comforting.