TeeKay
Status: sad
About Me
My husband committed suicide in early 2016 and I've been devastated. He was only 50 years old and although our marriage was always rocky, he was still the love of my life. He had a lot of health issues and was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I miss him a lot. I have seen people's true colors during this tragic time. Most have been very comforting and supportive, but people that were close to me have also turned their backs on me and my children. They have said cruel things that they knew nothing about. Because of the BPD, my husband was exaggerating the truth. One of the symptoms of BPD is that he saw people as all good or all bad. Unfortunately, he saw me as all bad even though I was the one helping him and getting him medical attention. I still love him and miss him a lot, but a part of me knows he's at peace also.
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