Kenna21

I don't know why I can't sleep or why it's so difficult to fall asleep. I'm so so tired, but it feels impossible to close my eyes right now. I guess it doesn't help that my ribcage itches where I...

I woke up in a good mood. I was optimistic. Was being the key word. I drove to school, did my regular morning routine. And then during our regular adiscussion about the weekly assigned readings, my...

 I drove to the casino again because my Mom wanted to meet up. We had our fun and I decided to drive back to their house last night to spend the night. 30 miles in the opposite direction of where I...

I'm seriously the luckiest girl in the world to have Bobby. Yesterday we drove from my parents house straight to my school, a good 120+ miles so I could register for my last 11 weeks of college! I...

My nerves are on full speed tonight. And by this, I mean it in a double-meaning kind of way. It's almost 1am and I have to be up by 5am, leave the house by 6:15am, be at school by 7 and finish some...

My mind is restless tonight, my stomach is in knots. Knowing that stress is what put me in pain and threw me in this mess in the first place... I'm trying my hardest to keep myself in check. But its...

I haven't updated in awhile. I just can't seem to grasp the concept that I've been going through this for years. The other night I went through an old drawer of letters I had written to my boyfriend...

If the rainclouds hovering above my home right now owned a pair of shoes, I promise you that they would be a pair of the sharpest cleats you've ever seen. There is nothing joyful about it. I'm doing...

 After being in pain for countless days, months, and years... I finally realized that what hurts me more than the pain itself, is the realization of being in pain every single minute, hour, and...

So the pain is of course present, as usual. But I'm dealing with it. There are different stages that I go through with pain. Though it is always there, sometimes it's absolutely horrible and other...

I woke up this morning in a groggy mood. And then the light bulb turned on. I suddenly put every ounce of energy I had into putting together and doing a package design for my class tonight. From 8am...

I'm so tired. But I don't want to sleep. 12 hours at school yesterday and today and I'm still not done with the workload for tomorrow. My body aches. I'm thoughtless and thoughtful. I'm in the middle...

  My breaths are slow, my thoughts are fast. I over-analyze, I criticize. I'm so sure, so unsure. My heart is so big, my hopes are strong. My beliefs exist in what I can see. I know my beliefs...

So I did it, I went to the doctor. I'm glad this guy cut to the chase. I left with a very strong antibiotic, cough syrup with codeine, and an inhaler. Tell me why I have good insurance and it was...

My lack of sleep forced me to shower at 6am this morning, so I would be at the doctors office by 8am when it opened. I don't have a primary doctor anymore, as I've fired the last 3 for lack of common...