Kenna21

There are three definitions of the word "healing", none of which I can seem to relate to. Healing 1. curing or curative; prescribed or helping to heal. 2. growing sound; getting well;...

I've been having the worst nightmares this week. And I was hoping to wake up this morning refreshed, but instead woke up with a half panic attack. I wake up exhausted even though I've slept for...

  I've been soo exhausted lately. It seems like whenever the weather changes, I hurt so much more. And not just the PHN but my legs, my jaw, and the previous broken bones all hurt. I feel tired all...

   I'm in a rough patch again. I'm hurting so badly tonight and the last thing I want to be doing is crying. I hate crying, I always have. It seems so pointless, maybe because I never feel better...

  I'm officially twenty-one years old. My birthday was bitter-sweet. On the four hour drive to Las Vegas with my amazing parents and boyfriend, I kept thinking about how lucky I was to have them....

 Nights like these I feel like a horrible person. But as I'm sitting here in a nutrition class and people are crying about their strawberry allergies, I can't help but be mad that I'm in a horrible...

 I doubt anyone will be reading these journal entries other than myself. Either way, I think writing out my pain is one of the only ways I can deal with it. After three years, actually I've lost...

It's a Friday night. I'm at home. Some days I feel so strong. Some days I feel like I can handle everything myself, I can handle whatever comes my way. Other days, my weakness gets the best of me....

It's hard to believe I haven't written since February. And I wish that were because I'm not in pain. But I am. And I woke up this morning finding it hard to breathe. This pain constantly takes my...

I don't know why I can't sleep or why it's so difficult to fall asleep. I'm so so tired, but it feels impossible to close my eyes right now. I guess it doesn't help that my ribcage itches where I...

So after last week's event in class, I thought about the paper and presentation I have to put together for this weeks class. It has to be on a psychoactive drug and so I originally wanted to do...

I woke up in a good mood. I was optimistic. Was being the key word. I drove to school, did my regular morning routine. And then during our regular adiscussion about the weekly assigned readings, my...

 I drove to the casino again because my Mom wanted to meet up. We had our fun and I decided to drive back to their house last night to spend the night. 30 miles in the opposite direction of where I...

I'm seriously the luckiest girl in the world to have Bobby. Yesterday we drove from my parents house straight to my school, a good 120+ miles so I could register for my last 11 weeks of college! I...

My nerves are on full speed tonight. And by this, I mean it in a double-meaning kind of way. It's almost 1am and I have to be up by 5am, leave the house by 6:15am, be at school by 7 and finish some...