Insomniac should be my middle name

I don't know why I can't sleep or why it's so difficult to fall asleep. I'm so so tired, but it feels impossible to close my eyes right now. I guess it doesn't help that my ribcage itches where I have the PHN and scratching it only shoots a knife through me. It's almost funny, which is so disturbing to an outsider. But sometimes you just have to laugh because pain is so ridiculously real and makes itself apparent and forces you to pay attention. I just set my alarms for 5am. Sociology tomorrow morning. I'll count my blessings and be thankful we don't have to talk about Chronic Pain in that class. Considering it's the same instructor I have for Psychology. I had a hard day as far as pain goes so I vegged out on the couch for my day off and watched Ghost of Girlfriends Past, Brothers, and Avatar. It took my mind off for awhile, but I can only imagine what my dreams will be like haha. Okay - well I guess I should attempt to get some sleep. Let's do this!