Kenna21

My mind is restless tonight, my stomach is in knots. Knowing that stress is what put me in pain and threw me in this mess in the first place... I'm trying my hardest to keep myself in check. But its...

I haven't updated in awhile. I just can't seem to grasp the concept that I've been going through this for years. The other night I went through an old drawer of letters I had written to my boyfriend...

 So I'm going to apologize before hand before I unintentionally offend someone. If anyone who is, has been, or is related to someone who is a police officer or a sheriff please disregard the...

If the rainclouds hovering above my home right now owned a pair of shoes, I promise you that they would be a pair of the sharpest cleats you've ever seen. There is nothing joyful about it. I'm doing...

 After being in pain for countless days, months, and years... I finally realized that what hurts me more than the pain itself, is the realization of being in pain every single minute, hour, and...

So the pain is of course present, as usual. But I'm dealing with it. There are different stages that I go through with pain. Though it is always there, sometimes it's absolutely horrible and other...

I woke up this morning in a groggy mood. And then the light bulb turned on. I suddenly put every ounce of energy I had into putting together and doing a package design for my class tonight. From 8am...

I'm so tired. But I don't want to sleep. 12 hours at school yesterday and today and I'm still not done with the workload for tomorrow. My body aches. I'm thoughtless and thoughtful. I'm in the middle...

  My breaths are slow, my thoughts are fast. I over-analyze, I criticize. I'm so sure, so unsure. My heart is so big, my hopes are strong. My beliefs exist in what I can see. I know my beliefs...

So I did it, I went to the doctor. I'm glad this guy cut to the chase. I left with a very strong antibiotic, cough syrup with codeine, and an inhaler. Tell me why I have good insurance and it was...

My lack of sleep forced me to shower at 6am this morning, so I would be at the doctors office by 8am when it opened. I don't have a primary doctor anymore, as I've fired the last 3 for lack of common...

I'm so sick. And every cough feels like the biggest stab & punch in my side. I've been so out of it this week and I'm debating on whether or not I should go to the doctor tomorrow. But my fear of the...

For the past week, there has been a massive search for a 17 year old girl, Chelsea King in my community. The hope that she would be found alive was fully believed by every volunteer search party....

 I wish the rain would go away. My concern for the well-being of plants and trees is running slim right about now. The pulsing, throbbing, and shooting pains seem to drown out every other concern I...

Wide awake. It's 1am. My mind is once again traveling the distance to make me completely restless. But I'm not restless, nor am I upset about anything right now. I'm calm. At ease, though the pain...