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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

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  Posted: 05/20/2020

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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/17/2020

  GODBELOVED commented on the discussion Falling Apart Inside.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: GODBELOVED

  Posted: 05/17/2020

  GODBELOVED commented on the discussion Falling Apart Inside.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Falling Apart Inside

  Posted by: GODBELOVED

  Last Reply: GODBELOVED 05/20/2020

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  Hello All I am struggling to want to stay alive. I wonder why I am here. I have been through trauma from childhood which effects me on my view of life. Funny thing is that I am believer in Jesus Christ. I know my purpose in life. I am so downtorrden that I want to die and not live. I am not interested in life I fight very hard to live another day. I ask God to let me be and allow me to end my life with not any sin attach to it. Which I know is silly for me to say that. I am feeling hopeless and...

• Suicide and Self Injury Survivors
  

  Falling Apart Inside

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  Last Reply: Sunshinegirl89 05/25/2020

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  Hello All I am struggling to want to stay alive. I wonder why I am here. I have been through trauma from childhood which effects me on my view of life. Funny thing is that I am believer in Jesus Christ. I know my purpose in life. I am so downtorrden that I want to die and not live. I am not interested in life I fight very hard to live another day. I ask God to let me be and allow me to end my life with not any sin attach to it. Which I know is silly for me to say that. I am feeling hopeless and...

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Dissociating Because of my Parents Abuse

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  Last Reply: SuZQ 08/24/2017

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  I visited my family thus past week. Conflict arose that first day I was there. My mom and sisters were out in the city. My dad was elsewhere but had gotten back to the house and forgot his keys. My mom and sisters and I had to get back to the house in a timely manner to let him in. However it was taking a while to get back. He called us to see were being more upset and angry with us as he waited. My dad has serious angry issues. The time came when we were in our neighborhood and I called him....

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  intense times

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  Last Reply: LillyPotter 04/29/2017

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  Hello All,I have been attending an outpatient program for trauma from sexual emotional physical and verbal abuse from a variety of diffrent people . I have been attending for the last couple of weeks. I  have been greif the loss of my childhood from loss of innocence to the loss of nuturement from abandonment and reject from parents. I am at church while I write this. I am dissociating right now....checking out. I feel empty even bring filled with the Holy Spirit as a child of God. I am...

• Self-Injury
  

  Intense Times Even While Attending Church

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  Last Reply: OlderCPer 04/29/2017

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  Hello All,I have been attending an outpatient program for trauma. I have been attending for the last couple of weeks. I  have been greif the loss of my childhood from loss of innocence to the loss of nuturement from abandonment and reject from parents. I am at church while I write this. I am dissociating right now....checking out. I feel empty even bring filled with the Holy Spirit as a child of God. I am struggling turmoil inside of me. I want to cut when I get home to deal with mixed...

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