Suicide and Self Injury Survivors Community Group
A real cool place to talk about the experiences to realize that your not alone and just to talk in general and give advice. Were all cool here so be cool in return thanks.
Hello All I am struggling to want to stay alive. I wonder why I am here. I have been through trauma from childhood which effects me on my view of life. Funny thing is that I am believer in Jesus Christ. I know my purpose in life. I am so downtorrden that I want to die and not live. I am not interested in life I fight very hard to live another day. I ask God to let me be and allow me to end my life with not any sin attach to it. Which I know is silly for me to say that. I am feeling hopeless and helpless in my life as a human being. I do not see why ending my own life is a bad thing.
Keep going to treatment, it will help eventually. If what you are currently doing isn’t working let your providers know so they can make adjustments. Or transition to different providers. If you aren’t in any mental health treatment at this time, schedule an appointment with a primary care physician at a minimum. Seeing a psychiatrist and therapist would be more effective. Also, consider hospitalization. It can be a way to take a break from the world while in a safe environment and there are groups and individual treatment sessions.