losing someone you love is always hard, you can get through this. Stay strong :)
thinking of you!

And I almost forgot, 3 MONTHS!!! congratulations, that's amazing :D

Oh wow, 3 months. What an achievement :)

You are awesome!

was gonna take piccies for 3 months but haven't yet....will soon though

Coolie!

I'm sorry for your loss, MrsK.

You've got to be there, right? You are a couple of days ahead of me. Did you post on 90 days?

I didn't but I will...think today is day 91 - urges are very mild at the moment.

am home alone - my husband has arried safely into the states fater a 26 hours journey - had to get up at 4am to take him to airport yesterday then he rang me v early this am to let me now he was ok, so am tired ad a bit out of sorts...I miss him

Mew, how long is he going for?

Ah delicious mild urges. Enjoy!

I haveto pick him up next monday at 5 am (urgh - am so planning on being late in case the flight is delayed!) then funeral on weds (can't believe how selfish this sounds but I am booked to work that day and gonna have to cancel am annoyed as this is the ony work I've had in ages and I need the money)

but am ok, spoke to my mum last night for first time in over a year was ok but horrible anyway

its wimbledon time here and the sun is shining woowoo!

It's not selfish at all, you've been looking for so long for work, it really sucks that they're on the same day.. :s

How come you haven't spoken to you mum in so long (if that's too personal or whatever.. just tell me to bug out :p )

Oh no its not too personal - we had a row last year...it had been building for a while......basically for ages I felt I had been the one making the effort to call etc and she never visited me, plus my sister made some nasty comments when I visited and I felt she took her side. but we had the row when my car broke down and I needed a new one urgently - I asked her to lend me £500 as a down payment and would pay bac £100 a month after - and she said OK but then changed her mind.....she then bought me a car from her mechanic friend which cost £500 - but was nasty about it. Then 6 weeks later when my husband was driving the car the brakes and steering failed at once and he had a very near miss - when we had the car checked out it turned out the wrong bolts had been used to put in the drive shaft and brake axels - when I rang and told my mum she didnt even call back - she just didn't care. So I didn't call and neither did she. Hmmmm - I still wonder about her. It wasn't the fact that the car was bad (although I KNEW she should have checked it out or given me the details so I could) it was the way she never rang when my hubbie was in hospital or after - he basically won't drive much now and he used to love driving its :(

photos added xx

It is so hard when driving stops being comfortable. It took me five years before I was able to drive far, so I hope he gets to feeling better about it soon.
Hurrah for you to make it 90 days! Yes, you can do this, and so, so happy that the urges are mild.
Best wishes with the travel, and yes, I remember the long day of flying both directions.
Enjoy the reunion.
That stinks that the work and funeral are the same day. Hopefully, something will come up soon.

I’m so sorry to hear that your husband had an accident, luckily it turned out okay.
That’s very weird, that she didn’t call you back.. :s Maybe she felt too guilty about it.
I hope your husband will enjoy driving again real soon :)