WhatLife

Why are we alive?  I have no idea.  Today again my dad completely closed all the doors for my sister.  He is the ultimate decider.  He decides everything because he has the money.  That is...

I will put in this journal the quotations that I see here from the DS team and other quotations that have an impact on me.----------------------------The Sun, with all the planets revolving around...

I am so frustrated and scared about my financial situation.  It is putting me in a very difficult situation and I am worried about it.  The problem is that in the third world country I am residing...

I feel tired and sad.  I don't know what to do so I came on DS to write a little maybe it will be therapeutic.  I am having problems with sleep.  I don't sleep well.  I have nightmares and when I...

Not very strong and not very fresh.  I have no goal in feeling better.  Do I need a goal.  I don't know.  Tired of all the thoughts of death and it is making me tired.  I want to feel ok with...

I am having a slow start of the day.  Over slept.  I don't know why.  I had a big meal yesterday night.  It might have pulled down my mood. I am up and running again.  My mood is stable.  I am...

I feel so depressed it is unbelievable.  Although I am not sure if I want to change my status from Bad to Horrible.  I can see my depression and it is not running my life.  Although I have a heart...

Boy o boy was that a roller coaster ride or what today.  I was in the theater watching When in Rome and I was seeing how beautiful Rome is and was thinking that maybe one day I will see it, then a...

My clothes are small for me.  I am adding on weight.  It is good if I buy new clothes. Money matters! Thinking bad thoughts.

I had a very difficult night with my uncle.  He was suicidal and I am suicidal and I don't know what to do.  He still has a gun and is drinking and did give me his word about what things he would...

Hi,I am scared.  I don't know what to do.  I have been feeling ok in the past couple of days.  Ok I have been feeling down but it was better than the thoughts I had a few weeks ago and more...

This is unbelievable.  I cannot take any of this anymore.  It is so depressing.  I am writing for someone to hear me out and just validate my feelings, or save my face.  I don't believe in god or...

I don't know why things go this way.  Is there such a thing as divorce from parents?  I can understand that divorce between a married couple, a partner cheats on the other or is physically or...

I cannot believe how bad the situation is for me.  I live in a household that does not understand depression and I have a dad who is so insecure that he competes with me in front of people.Last...

Talks with dad have been damaged.  Another blow.  This time even harder than before.  I moved back to live with my parents as I wasn't doing too well by myself.  It was time to buy the medication...