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I feel tired and sad.  I don't know what to do so I came on DS to write a little maybe it will be therapeutic.  I am having problems with sleep.  I don't sleep well.  I have nightmares and when I...

Not very strong and not very fresh.  I have no goal in feeling better.  Do I need a goal.  I don't know.  Tired of all the thoughts of death and it is making me tired.  I want to feel ok with...

I am having a slow start of the day.  Over slept.  I don't know why.  I had a big meal yesterday night.  It might have pulled down my mood. I am up and running again.  My mood is stable.  I am...

I feel so depressed it is unbelievable.  Although I am not sure if I want to change my status from Bad to Horrible.  I can see my depression and it is not running my life.  Although I have a heart...

Boy o boy was that a roller coaster ride or what today.  I was in the theater watching When in Rome and I was seeing how beautiful Rome is and was thinking that maybe one day I will see it, then a...

My clothes are small for me.  I am adding on weight.  It is good if I buy new clothes. Money matters! Thinking bad thoughts.

I had a very difficult night with my uncle.  He was suicidal and I am suicidal and I don't know what to do.  He still has a gun and is drinking and did give me his word about what things he would...

Hi,I am scared.  I don't know what to do.  I have been feeling ok in the past couple of days.  Ok I have been feeling down but it was better than the thoughts I had a few weeks ago and more...

This is unbelievable.  I cannot take any of this anymore.  It is so depressing.  I am writing for someone to hear me out and just validate my feelings, or save my face.  I don't believe in god or...

I don't know why things go this way.  Is there such a thing as divorce from parents?  I can understand that divorce between a married couple, a partner cheats on the other or is physically or...

I cannot believe how bad the situation is for me.  I live in a household that does not understand depression and I have a dad who is so insecure that he competes with me in front of people.Last...

Talks with dad have been damaged.  Another blow.  This time even harder than before.  I moved back to live with my parents as I wasn't doing too well by myself.  It was time to buy the medication...

The talks and amicable talking to my dad have failed.  We are having very difficult discussions and for some reason my dad is not getting it.  Last time my dad just got into the room and through...

Hi have been in a talking hiatus with my dad for quite some while now.  Maybe 3 weeks.  I don't know why I am not talking to him.  He is visiting me in a week and I don't know how I can deal with...

There might have been a little disconnect between my dad and I.  He is again pressuring me into doing things without understanding the difficulty I am going through.  He is sometimes getting the...