WhatLife

I had too much to drink and I am feeling horrible.  I went out to have a great birthday for my friend and it ended up being a flop.  I wanted to drink only because I was feeling happy but I don't...

I contacted my family doctor to refer me to community programs to help me out with my suicidal ideations and depression.  It is an important step that I took.

Sitting with a friend of mine and listening to music.  Que Sera Sera what ever will be will be. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

Yesterday I heard of someone who is suicidal and felt bad for them.  Also I felt bad for myself too, since I am a bit suicidal as well.  I guess the cardinal rule is that everyone is different and...

Talked to my parents and it was a good talk.  I enjoyed talking to my mom.  My dad was talking to me about work and it was a little uncomfortable.

I had a good day today with a relative.  It was fun and full of good discussions.

I saw a therapist today.  So that might be progress but I won't see him till next week.  First I am not sure even if he is going to be a good match for me.  Second I am too anxious to wait for...

I was feeling very bad about my mood, so I decided to pay a visit to the emergency room.  The resident psychiatrist there was amazing and I am feeling much better.  It is a waiting game for me now...

I am stressed from this morning.  Yesterday I talked to my mom about the injustice from my dad and I felt better that she is not being treated unfairly.  It seems that I said something that made my...

I had a good experience today.  I hope that it stays for a while.  I was talking to my mom and I told her how upset I was with my dad and how he has treated me unfairly.  I told her how he came to...

I feel very upset.  I screamed at a guy on the phone now and then I called him back and apologized.  They are laying parket flooring in our rooms and the guy was screweing around so I screamed at...

I have the biggest crush on Milan Stankovic. Milan is the hottest person I have seen yet.  Milan is quite androgynous and when Milan dances it is the hottest thing in the world.  Milan sings the...

Another good day... Another confusing outcome.  I am confused as to what I could do to become better if anything.  Today I was talking to my mom about how she got me back to Amman and I realized...

I woke up with a better mood.  I don't know why.  Maybe it is the meds.  Maybe it is talking to my mom yesterday.  I believe the meds are creating their effect.  I am thinking that way because I...