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Status: Slight relief from OCD.
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I am stressed from this morning. Yesterday I talked to my mom about the injustice from my dad and I felt better that she is not being treated unfairly. It seems that I said something that made my...
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I had a good experience today. I hope that it stays for a while. I was talking to my mom and I told her how upset I was with my dad and how he has treated me unfairly. I told her how he came to...
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I feel very upset. I screamed at a guy on the phone now and then I called him back and apologized. They are laying parket flooring in our rooms and the guy was screweing around so I screamed at...
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I have the biggest crush on Milan Stankovic. Milan is the hottest person I have seen yet. Milan is quite androgynous and when Milan dances it is the hottest thing in the world. Milan sings the...
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Another good day... Another confusing outcome. I am confused as to what I could do to become better if anything. Today I was talking to my mom about how she got me back to Amman and I realized...
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I woke up with a better mood. I don't know why. Maybe it is the meds. Maybe it is talking to my mom yesterday. I believe the meds are creating their effect. I am thinking that way because I...
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I was just watching the FA cup final. This is the English Football Association (soccer association). It was such a celebration. It was as if people are going there to have the time of their...
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My parents' relationship is a hopeless case. They don't see eye to eye on anything and they refuse to think about the possibility of separating. My dad chooses everything in the house and my mom...
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I cannot believe it. I am overwhelmed with joy. I have achieved a goal. I take things simply now. I understood how to take things simply and how to be kind. I now understand how to be kind...
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I got triggered again. This time by my psychiatrist. I called him today and I told him that I will see him next time and he said if I found the psychologist to be a good match for me then I will...
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I was having lunch with my mom and my aunt now and I just go some flashbacks to the time when my aunt used to allow me to fondle her when I was 10 or 11. It is disgusting and so hurtful to...
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A great development happened with my goal. In the context of think simple, I was thinking of an incident that happend today with me. I took an appointment with a psychologist a couple of days ago...
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This is a great saying that I found. Maybe it will be a basis for future goals. I think that I have stumbled upon the middle one but I have yet to find the first and the third ones:Slow down,...
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Yesterday when we had the bbq I asked the gardner to help me carry the grill and the chairs. When I called him I told him that it is better if he comes later in the day so that it wouldn't be hard...
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Yesterday we had a bbq at our place and I was excited about it. I invited some of my friends and my sister invited some of hers. I was excited about it but I was regretful of inviting a friend of...
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