WhatLife

I had a good day practicing my new doal of thinking simple.  I was able to use it in the morning and a lot when friends came over.  Even at one point I was thinking about it and was thinking of the...

I love DS.  I feel it is a great community and I am meeting great people here.  I hope that I will always stay loyal to my friends and community here.  I somehow feel supported and at home.  I...

Ok... Here I am writing again.  I was anxious this afternoon about writing my feelings but I will write now.I was talking to my sister [I am a little anxious] and for the first time since a long...

I am feeling down for some reason. I also had the mark for this entry as tragic.  I don't know if it is tragic or not but it suited my mood for some reason.  I had it as tragic because my mood is...

I had a nightmare yesterday night (and every night actually) and I woke up very sad.  I was lethargic.  It was about inviting my friend to a bbq at our house that we will have on Friday.  It has...

Today I was talking to everyone and I was addressing my dad.  I don't know why I address my dad maybe I think he is the most intelligent on the table and therefore I address him, maybe I still find...

Yesterday night I was reading about alternative depression treatments and one was EMRD (something to do with eye movement therapy).  I got really scared because I was thinking that if the meds don't...

I am deeply saddedend by my dad's reaction to me this morning.  I asked him to lower the tv and he was complaining about life and how disgusting it is and he is fed up of this life... as if saying...

I was just out getting some stuff where I saw a guy who was really distraught.  He started calling me so I stopped and turned around and he was having some kind of mental reaction or a neurological...

My mood just became worse.  It feels like it has gone so bad but actually it isn't that bad.  But it is bad.I was out with my sister to a job fair and I saw one of the students that I used to...

I am feeling alright.  I woke up early, around 9:20.  It is early for me as I used to wake up at 11 or so.  But now it was ok.  I am sleeping better. I am still on 100 mg Seroquel but I need to...

Today isn't a bad day.  I am up to 100 mg on the Seroquel and it seems that it is making its effect.  I feel so light today and a little buzzed and I feel very relaxed.  I don't think it would be...

Why are we alive?  I have no idea.  Today again my dad completely closed all the doors for my sister.  He is the ultimate decider.  He decides everything because he has the money.  That is...

I will put in this journal the quotations that I see here from the DS team and other quotations that have an impact on me.----------------------------The Sun, with all the planets revolving around...

I am so frustrated and scared about my financial situation.  It is putting me in a very difficult situation and I am worried about it.  The problem is that in the third world country I am residing...