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Status: Sometimes your the bug, sometimes your the windshield.
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I look at the boys and think to myself...why would he do this to them. Me I can take it but why it to our children. It makes me so sad because I'm trying to shield them from any hurt but I know I...
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Why do I keep checking up on him on his accounts. He will lie anyway and wants to be with her so why do I keep thinking that things will change?! My mom is right...maybe we both need help since we...
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I'm pissed he has the NERVE to check upon me and my email accounts, our financial accounts, when he is the fucking ahole that cheated. What feeling guilty!? I don't care because that is what I...
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Today like everyday I am so very sad....while we are separated but in the same house it does me no good to have him here. I miss my best friend and have no other place to go. I have no family or...
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Title sums it up. Not sure if it's everything, knowing my life had not changed one iota in two years, or the fact it has to shortly. I still don't know where I am going to go. I have been up since...
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I know I need to be here, today, on DS. I know I haven't been here in some time, but ultimately this is the place where I have found comfort before...good listeners, good friends, and compadres,...
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IDK if it's just Monday, the nasty weather, or what, but I feel a little down. I was in a particular group that over the year we have become close but a few dropped out. I feel that when they did...
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Writing this entry is kind of like a purge for me, not a vent or rant, this has bothered me and will. While today is my birthday and I know I should celebrate, kick it up, whatever, this day is very...
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Basically that sums it up. I am a mess....all over so many things. I tried again, yet to just end up hurt in the long run. I see myself as being alone forever. That is just sad. I am so...
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I am not going to hide it....I feel shitty. My mom was in a very serious car accident 2 days ago, and I cannot be there with her or as a directive to the doctors. I live over 3 to 4 hours away,...
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCZAB3bl0P8 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0NWE3px40_g
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I am sitting here writing this, as my boys lay in bed next to me asleep. I truly love being a mom even through the most intense tribulations I have had to face with my boys. I wanted to write...
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Damn hockey game kept me up all night. Too much excitement for me at night, then I need to wind down with a sedative and a nitro pill. LOL. They have to come back b/c I spent too much time...
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Title says it all.
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