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Well today I asked him what his plans are for the future...said I guess I'm moving out. Yeah right..don't see that happening anytime soon. Like an ass, I started to cry and pour my heart out...
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I just need to vent...to give a brief synopsis...I bought concert tickets for my "husband" for our anniversary in early May for this group O.A.R. that he likes. It was before I knew about any of...
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I, again, would like to thank all that have supported me thru my personal hell. You all know who you are. I have had some wonderful advice and know you are all right but I just cannot seem to...
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Here I go again. Start of a new week and I was happy HE was home last week on vacation but now he's back at work and the start of being with her or being in her presence and texting, calling, and...
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I wonder if I'm doing the right thing being on here. I see the messages of support or comments to my journal with advice and support and I just start bawling. Maybe in the fact I know everyone is...
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Yes,, it's another sad day for me. Just got back from the beach when in my heart I know I should have stayed home. Went for the boys because I missed them terribly. I guess I thought there was...
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God, why am I such a tortured soul. I f'in checked his cell phone records and he called her 3x on the way up from the beach with my little son in the car. I knew it because his phone beeped...
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I feel for my friend dab because i know how he feels. i cry 4 him.
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Here is me being negative...yes I know but O really hate my life right now while he is whistling along and seemingly be happy. WTF! I hate this hospital I'm going to be working at for prob a short...
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I would like to thank everyone I've met here for their advice. I wish I could follow it and I try, boy do I try. I feel like I'm not getting better but getting worse and I'm afraid for myself...
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Actually that title is not really correct. I'm angry and sad I left my kids with HIM at the beach, while I had to come back for orientation Monday and Tuesday. I'm angry he will be taking Nate...
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Today is my second son's 2nd birthday. I think of being pregnant with him and just happy that I didn't have another miscarriage, that I was able to carry him to term and have a healthy child. He...
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Well I've fallen off the emotional wagon again today and am sitting here shaking and weeping. Why? I just can't accept. I'm lonely. I need a hobby. I can't sleep...I can't sleep....I can't...
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I'm taking this quote from a very funny person I once knew....."Life is like a fan...one side blows, the other side sucks."
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