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Status: Sometimes your the bug, sometimes your the windshield.
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Here I go again. Start of a new week and I was happy HE was home last week on vacation but now he's back at work and the start of being with her or being in her presence and texting, calling, and...
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I wonder if I'm doing the right thing being on here. I see the messages of support or comments to my journal with advice and support and I just start bawling. Maybe in the fact I know everyone is...
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Yes,, it's another sad day for me. Just got back from the beach when in my heart I know I should have stayed home. Went for the boys because I missed them terribly. I guess I thought there was...
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God, why am I such a tortured soul. I f'in checked his cell phone records and he called her 3x on the way up from the beach with my little son in the car. I knew it because his phone beeped...
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I feel for my friend dab because i know how he feels. i cry 4 him.
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Here is me being negative...yes I know but O really hate my life right now while he is whistling along and seemingly be happy. WTF! I hate this hospital I'm going to be working at for prob a short...
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I would like to thank everyone I've met here for their advice. I wish I could follow it and I try, boy do I try. I feel like I'm not getting better but getting worse and I'm afraid for myself...
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Actually that title is not really correct. I'm angry and sad I left my kids with HIM at the beach, while I had to come back for orientation Monday and Tuesday. I'm angry he will be taking Nate...
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Today is my second son's 2nd birthday. I think of being pregnant with him and just happy that I didn't have another miscarriage, that I was able to carry him to term and have a healthy child. He...
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Well I've fallen off the emotional wagon again today and am sitting here shaking and weeping. Why? I just can't accept. I'm lonely. I need a hobby. I can't sleep...I can't sleep....I can't...
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I'm taking this quote from a very funny person I once knew....."Life is like a fan...one side blows, the other side sucks."
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I look at the boys and think to myself...why would he do this to them. Me I can take it but why it to our children. It makes me so sad because I'm trying to shield them from any hurt but I know I...
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Why do I keep checking up on him on his accounts. He will lie anyway and wants to be with her so why do I keep thinking that things will change?! My mom is right...maybe we both need help since we...
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I'm pissed he has the NERVE to check upon me and my email accounts, our financial accounts, when he is the fucking ahole that cheated. What feeling guilty!? I don't care because that is what I...
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