Back off the wagon

Well I've fallen off the emotional wagon again today and am sitting here shaking and weeping.  Why?  I just can't accept.  I'm lonely.  I need a hobby.  I can't sleep...I can't sleep....I can't sleep.  Think that is the biggest part...the sleep.  It takes a major toll on you after months and months of not getting any.  I would love to go out and just hang out with someone for the day and enjoy some company.  If anyone is in the DE region and would like to meet a new friend for coffee, lunch, dinner, etc...let me know.