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- So some friends asked me to join them at the club for dinner and drinks tonight. I was more than happy to meet up with friends, but it gets better!They informed me that they had overheard the other betrayed spouse saying she was holding on for a bit...
- Just saw my son, I called him because I wanted to feel like I have a connection with someone. The lonliness is exhausting. It left me feeling like a failure. I just feel like I have disappointed everyone in my life. I cant even go a day without...
- This is something I wrote when my wife's affair was discovered, probably around the 4 week mark. I had moved out and was desperately trying to figure out my next move to restore my marriage. I was completely destroyed and seeking Gods purpose in my...
- I just had lunch with my son and I am so sad right now. I feel like I am losing my mind at my desk. I am overwhelmed with grief and just hurting so badly. I am so mad because I have been doing really well.
- This dog has been amazing. She is literally attached to me constantly. We rescued her about 3 years ago, her name is Gracie and she is my angel. Had a major panic attack earlier. Just anxiety about being alone the rest of my life. Its stupid because...
- I was awake all night worrying about my son dropping out of school. I was so good all week with no contact then I texted her. Ugh, it was pretty benign just that I never thought our fights were about our marriage, I always thought they were about...
- I was just informed after the fact that my wife withdrew our son from high school so he can get GED! Are you kidding me? How about a conversation before hand!
- 5 days in no contact with unfaithful spouse! I have a feeling she text or call when she knows I get my paycheck tomorrow! I am so glad I initiated it, it has helped me gain control of my emotions and take a clearer look at the reality of divorce....
- Let go of the disappointments and setbacks in your life and hang on to the promises of God for your future.
- I am really struggling today. I just don't know if my wife will ever get over the pain I have caused. I think she may still be seeing her affair partner as well. We spoke last night before bed and I really saw and felt the hardness in her heart. I...
- On YouTube under affair recovery there are hundreds of videos all about 5-10 minutes long that have really helped me. I thought it might be of help to some of you too. It has helped me put words to do many of them feelings I don't know what to do...
- My 17 year old called me this afternoon saying he just found his moms Skype account talking to my ex friend. No wonder she is so cold. I don't know why I have even cared. She should be ashamed that she has done this to her own son again. He called...
- So I have been improving myself, exercising, reading many relationship books, studying my Bible, seeking God in prayer, really trying. I have stopped reaching out to my wife unless she initiates. It seems like this week she was softening a little,...