Kevin5jm
Status: done, Just done...don't know what to do next or how to make it better...help!!!
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Pain, frustration, uncertainty, confusion, anxiety, a need to be done with it, tired, dont want to get out of bed, curl up in a ball of depression in a dark cave....
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Too much stress, too much drama, too much emotion, too much unknown, too much too much too much.........I dont know if I'm coming or going today....need help....dont have anyone anymore to help...
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Dont feel like writing...too much going on...very frustrated with my relationship issues. Just dont know what to do. I pray for clarity of vision...
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On this Memorial Day weekend let's all remember the reason we live in a free society is because of the blood shed for us by innocent men and women on a distant field of battle...so if you know...
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So, went to the nuero-pharmicoligist last night!! WOW!! Was that an experience!! I leaarned more about the chemical makeup of the human brain last night than I have known my entire 38 years. ...
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THEY NEED TO ADD A FEELING....NUMB!!!
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Today was a strange day, I have felt numb since yesterday morning. I am not on any meds yet, I go to the neuro-pharmocologist Tuesday. I feel like a drooly dribbling moron. I'm also really anxious...
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Really frustrated tonight about my relationship with Maureen. I want to work things out with her, but I keep thinking about who we've become individually and where we each want to go and I can't...
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well that just sucks........i was writing in my journal for about 10 minutes and hit something and the whole thing went blank!! ARRRGGGG....and of course I was in the rhythm just letting it...
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wow...havent written all week...was a really busy but eventful week. Got our horses back today, my mare and yearling colt are back and my wife finally got her gelding quarter horse back....he's been...
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OK...so last night had the first in what will be a long list of therapy sessions. I went with my wife so we can work together on our relationship. The woman we chose is a therapist, not a "pdoc". ...
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So I wake up earlythis morning (something rare for me) I get up, shower and get ready to go with my wife to ride her horse for the first time. We get almost there and see mist or smoke coming from...
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I wish I could go back in time and learn what I know now about myself and my mental challenges. I am having major issue with my wife and I just dont know what to do. We have an appt for a marriage...
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well...i just woke up...took 2 xanax around 10am and one of my kids came in and woke me up. I feel so refreshed! I'll probably ne up for a couple hours and tehn back to sleep...I am so glad I did...
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Alright, it's Monday morning and I'm laying in bed, the alarm on my phone goes off telling me it's time to get up and head out, but I can't bring myself to do it. I need time...I need quiet today, ...
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