Really frustrated tonight about my relationship with Maureen. I want to work things out with her, but I keep thinking about who we've become individually and where we each want to go and I can't answer that question with regard to her. I'm not sure what she wants anymore. It seems like everything I try to do is wrong, she can't tell me exactly what she wants and I'm starting to think about it ALOT!! If she can't tell me what she wants then maybe I should figure out what I want...Yet I don't want to be selfish or self-centered, I want to be happy again...to love life, to laugh!! aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrgggghhhhhhhh