Too much stress, too much drama, too much emotion, too much unknown, too much too much too much.........I dont know if I'm coming or going today....need help....dont have anyone anymore to help me....wife tells me she cant tolerate my emotional cycles anymore...it's too much for her...she hasnt left yet, and we're trying to go to counseling, but meanwhile I am out in the cold...and so alone.  I hurt in every way possible, physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually!!!  I just am so confused I dont know what to do.....help!!