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I don't understand it.  I know that faith is an important piece of the puzzle in life.  But why would God make the world the way it is and then expect us to have faith.  How can we believe in...

The reality of what I did last evening has hit again.  Why can't I live in my fantasy world and be alone with it!! Why does reality always come back, reality in my opinion sucks!!  No matter how...

Well I'm still sober.  It was a tough night last night only in the fact that I had researched human pheremones esp. those that are sexual but realized what I was doing and stopped and went  back to...

Ok I am two days sober from th is addiction.  This addiction is screaming it's ugly head at me and wanting me to engage in that behavior again.  But that behavior leads to death.  I can stop...

Ok Gretechen supports me a lot.  I know that to be true.  I am currently at a turn point.  Based at what I've been told through working the steps and counseling here is what needs to happen....

I'm having issues thinking.  I value everyone's feedback on this site.  And I know now that I am not along facing these OCD obsessions.  Sometimes I live my entire day with it.  But reflecting on...

I'm scared of everyone's reactions.  I'm scared of people at work.  I'm scared of being critized, I'm scared of it all.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I feel so disconnected from who I am and...

I don't know how many other people struggle with this but I have an obsession with used women's underwear.  The obession I know is gross but I cannot seem to shake it.  It's very powerful and very...

I think I'm getting fat.  Might be a medication thing, I'm not sure.   I never or rarely have any clear direction in my life right now to take.  I do like the quote from Viktor Frankl in that it...

I'm glad I have people in recovery who will listen to me.  I had a rough go at it yesterday.  Today I'm feeling ok, I think because of the phone call I made to know that I am not in this life...

I don't get the pain of OCD.   It makes me so afraid of what other people can just deal with.  Being an addict on top of this doesn't help at all either.  Anyway I am heading home, I try to be...

It is indeed darkest before the dawn. I met with someone last evening and I was put in a role of having the answers, a role that I definitely don't play often at all!!!  He was a very successful...

I always feel like I have a sense of entitlement.  Entitlement being that the world should cater to me and myself.  Truth cold and hard is that the world doesn't give a shit about me nor do people...

I have been feeling a bit better today.  I'm not quite so pessimistic.  Alot of nice comments from people and I'm just working on being myself.  That's really all I can do.  I just don't trust...

Well I have to go through another day under the sun.  I woke up tired as usual hitting the snooze button about 50 times before dragging my body to work.  I am super sensitive to everything being...