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I think I'm getting fat.  Might be a medication thing, I'm not sure.   I never or rarely have any clear direction in my life right now to take.  I do like the quote from Viktor Frankl in that it...

I'm glad I have people in recovery who will listen to me.  I had a rough go at it yesterday.  Today I'm feeling ok, I think because of the phone call I made to know that I am not in this life...

I don't get the pain of OCD.   It makes me so afraid of what other people can just deal with.  Being an addict on top of this doesn't help at all either.  Anyway I am heading home, I try to be...

It is indeed darkest before the dawn. I met with someone last evening and I was put in a role of having the answers, a role that I definitely don't play often at all!!!  He was a very successful...

I always feel like I have a sense of entitlement.  Entitlement being that the world should cater to me and myself.  Truth cold and hard is that the world doesn't give a shit about me nor do people...

I have been feeling a bit better today.  I'm not quite so pessimistic.  Alot of nice comments from people and I'm just working on being myself.  That's really all I can do.  I just don't trust...

Well I have to go through another day under the sun.  I woke up tired as usual hitting the snooze button about 50 times before dragging my body to work.  I am super sensitive to everything being...

I am writing today because I am out of it.  Ever had one of those days where you just cannot seem to get motivated?  I'm not only unmotivated but all of these popular phrases that seem to offer a...

20 Things I'm grateful for today.My HealthMy RelationshipsMagic the GatheringIntelligenceAA/SAA for my continued support and recoveryGod who I think is speaking to me in some way. Close friends, a...

I'm grateful for:TherapyMedications I take for my OCD and sleep medicinesMy job and income I still have one right now. Friends and a new CondoRay who sticks with me, Randy who sticks with me and...

20.  Things I am grateful for today.1.)  My Counselor's services.  Gretchen2.)  12 step meetings3.)  A job4.)  My car5.)  Friends6.)  An opportunity filled career7.)  Being able to...

I cannot seem to focus very well.  My ocd thoughts are going all over the place.  Mainly regarding people and obsessional thinking on what they are thinking about me.  I don't think they really...

Church was great yesterday.  From my experience it is about listening.  From a friend of mine who suffers bi-polar the way out is listening to others.  I'm feeling great this AM!  Vacation,...

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.  I have alot of worries that are never going to...

I am happy with my nieces.  They are so innocent and don't know of the evils of this world.  I love them to death and would be willing to die for them and probably would if I could get out of this...