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I'm kind of lonely right now.  good time for a gratitude list of course. 1.)  I'm grateful for the snow and the pretty weather outside and that I can have and afford chains to move around. 2.) ...

20 Things I'm grateful for today.My HealthMy RelationshipsMagic the GatheringIntelligenceAA/SAA for my continued support and recoveryGod who I think is speaking to me in some way. Close friends, a...

I'm grateful for:TherapyMedications I take for my OCD and sleep medicinesMy job and income I still have one right now. Friends and a new CondoRay who sticks with me, Randy who sticks with me and...

20.  Things I am grateful for today.1.)  My Counselor's services.  Gretchen2.)  12 step meetings3.)  A job4.)  My car5.)  Friends6.)  An opportunity filled career7.)  Being able to...

I cannot seem to focus very well.  My ocd thoughts are going all over the place.  Mainly regarding people and obsessional thinking on what they are thinking about me.  I don't think they really...

Church was great yesterday.  From my experience it is about listening.  From a friend of mine who suffers bi-polar the way out is listening to others.  I'm feeling great this AM!  Vacation,...

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.  I have alot of worries that are never going to...

I am happy with my nieces.  They are so innocent and don't know of the evils of this world.  I love them to death and would be willing to die for them and probably would if I could get out of this...

I'm lonely today and feeling a bit down.  God how I want to medicate these feelings with beer or sex or something.  Adding insult to injury doesn't seem the way recovery works.  In addition the...

It seems like for those of us who are christian anyway it is hard to trust our own thoughts and feelings because as the scriptures indicate our own thoughts and feelings are sin.  But I really...

I've got a week free from pornography!!  But I still want and desire to be in some kind of relationship. 

I have a lot of Trust issues.  It's hard to trust people in the light of knowing that at heart we are all sinners.  Trusting people can break your heart but it can also provide life for yourself. ...

Well I'm lucky and blessed to have good friends in recovery.  What was the verse, If God be for us, what can stand against us?  So much of everything makes me think I have to perform to earn God's...

The day starts out OK.  I'm kinda tired and one thought that is persistent is the vanity of the day or the effort I put out ending in exhaustion and unfulfillment.  Once again if my aim is...

ibsc IS WORKING over time in my head again trying to get me back to the same addictive thought patterns.  90 meetings in 90 days is a lot to attend but I suppose I've gotten so far off the mark...