Recovery People

I'm glad I have people in recovery who will listen to me.  I had a rough go at it yesterday.  Today I'm feeling ok, I think because of the phone call I made to know that I am not in this life alone.  For so long I felt alone in the world, I am not!  What a lie and horse apples that is.  I'm measuring my worth on the problems I fix at work, aren't i more than that!!??!??! of course I am.  I am not what problems i am able to fix or not fix.  It's so easy for me to latch onto what people expect of me at work, when in reality I am in control and I am the one who is feeling the emotion.  They aren't.  They are merely here.  I know it sounds self-centered but I need to be to take care of myself for once.