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That title about covers it!  Yesterday I was gifted a day off by the powersthatbe, oh thank you, and I was able to hoist myself high above the annual February SLUDGE, and actually get something...

Oh my garsh... this one has to be better than last year! I must've been a MESS!!! I was declaring war and stuff... And my daughters... oh holy shit, what a mess. The situations with the daughters...

I haven't been  back to that school since the "tourettes incident", as I am calling it. I spent all the time since then thinking, oooooh crap, I am BLACKLISTED from that school, I suuuuck, I am the...

I can't think of a better way to celebrate one year, than to reach for TEN.

Okay it's here! I am completely amazed at how fast it went, it doesn't feel right, it feels like I'm experiencing some sort of time warp that I hear other people talk about and I always thing, yeah,...

Posted in alcoholism forum: It's about loss for all of 2 seconds. Yeah, you lose your little crutch, you lose your "go-to guy", your nasty little "friend". The party's over. Boo. I can romanticize my...

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My 18 yr old daughter hasn't been home since Thursday, this is Sunday. Just wanted to document that.I have my parents. I have Mary. I have my sister. I have Darlene. I have my husband. Franki, Zack,...

When I first started this whole sobriety adventure, I remember getting a few months under my belt, and looking ahead, oh shit, the summer looms ahead of me, how will I do it, sitting poolside, oh the...

Day 313, and I've never felt more at peace. Ever in my life. I've never known peace, since I started chasing the bottle at 14, and eating disorders at 15, I haven't had a single minute that belonged...

Last night, after we got home from the big family dinner at Aunt Pam's, everyone got into their comfy clothes, lounging about, poking through their new Christmas stuff... I finally had time to just...