Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Itzjustme
Itzjustme
ive been pretending im ok and wen im go home im a complete maniac...now i feel too numb to feel...do u undertand that? im blocked us from emotion..and all i do is cry but im not sad im just...idkk...hurt, tired, angry, idk anymore...all i know is that im tired of wakin up like this
deleted_user
deleted_user
understand the emotion
deleted_user
deleted_user
yes, i've felt that way. Idk if you're a pink floyd fan, but whenever i feel that way, i always think of the song comfortably numb. In retrospect, I found only speaking for myself that when i feel the most numb is when i'm actually feeling the most. It's like there's so many emotions all tangled together that can make you feel numb. I think it's almost like your brain shuts the emotion-feelings off to cope in a way. big hugs
Itzjustme
Itzjustme
hugsss
Itzjustme
Itzjustme
im feelingg horrible again
deleted_user
deleted_user
i often wake up a mess, shaking feelings, terrible deep depression, sucidal thoughts, no energy, the whole bit. i can relate to the extreme stress and anxiety it creates too. i know i keep mentioning this but as you have a stress condition, since i read about adrenal fatigue and how often it happens to pple with chronic stress and anxiety i always mention about getting those levels checked. its something i also have to get done.

i understand you hold everything in all day then get home and it all comes out. yeah i think thats a natural thing, really. best wishes
deleted_user
deleted_user
I hate those mornings waking up angry cuz I actually woke up if that makes sense...