Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i pretty much said wat i have to in my subject......im soo alone...and i dont even rly have friends at this new school...not that i really want any....this makes no sense at all but its like i dont want to be alone (without my therapist, teacher, counselors, friends) but i wanna be left to be by myself and tp my thoughts....like im such a loserrr! my mom tellls me that too but i cant help it i just sit ther just thinking and i could zone out for 20 mins and class is over...i love you guys on here tho, ur soo supportive, and caring, and are my friends :] right? hehe
If I understood correctly that your Mom is verbally abuseing you (?)
My Mom and others use to do the same to me.It their loss. Those who abused me now come to me for assistance and favors. I dont have time for them w the exception of my Mother. I only have 1. My Mother raised me as a single parent in the 50tys when there wasn't assistance that we have available to us today. Its ashame that your Mother has choisen to abuse you - her daughter.
Befor my illness I resided alone. I enjoyed company but I also enjoyed my own company.
Due to my illness I rented a rm w/in private home. Haveing rm mate that works 2nd shift works for me.
I want to be alone. I don't want to be bothered in person. I have need to know that someone is in the home w me. I dont even need to see them but I find comfort in just hearing them move about and knowing that he up watching tv are what ever.
When I want to see and chat w live person I go set in my recliner in ft rm.
He is understand that occassionally we can be in middle of conversation I will get up w/o even saying excuse me and I will return to my rm..
My freinds & close neighbours have grow to understand that is nothing personnal against them.
Thur internet I have web cam freinds around the world. The diffrent time zones work for me.
Do you live on campus? If not, maybe if you opt, you could rent a place and have rm mate like mine.
I have short term memory difficult plus amnisa so my life will never be as it was
but I have created a new & nice life that suits me.
Previously I had to hire teachers to re teach me some of the basics. unfortantly i hadn't began grammer befor reg school started and they had to get on w thier lives.
Sweet Pea pat yourself on back for being not only in school but in college. Am proud of you.
On DS it seem that boards grow quite at east coast night time and early morning.
Keep in mind that many also work.
Again,there's 300.000 DS members who are here for you. X's
Admiral : my mom doesnt verbally abuse me but sometimes she says mean things...i'm still in high school so i live home -_-, .....i hate it...i miss and want my therapist ...my dad ripped everything away from me...EVERYTHING! i dont want to be here at alllll!!!
thank you xoxoxoxo!
Post a post that basically ask if a person who you reside with occasional talks mean to you -- ask if this is or isn't verbal abuse. Chalk it up to extended edu.
My adult children are in their mid 30tys.
In their life time when they were in high school, I began having anxiety attacks. I didn't know what I was having was actually anxiety attacks. will I though I was having a heart attack & was laying on sofa after calling EMS. will to get them to leave me alone. I said something that I will always regret. dam former husband when we were married laid ground work thur manipulation that incident to his advantage against his children & me. He was good at that.
It broke their spirit. I will always have that on my conscious. that was verbal abuse even though it was only 1 time incident.
Did your Dad assult you ?
Are your parents seprated or divorced ?
Are your parents still together ?
You can still locate a state funded mental health center thur your Dr office or hospital. with your Mom assistance she can provide you w proof of household income.
Center requires photo id and proof of household income.
again the M.H.Centers offer slideing scale fee based on person income.
M.H.Centers also offer van transportation to thier clients. If you use the van service take food, drink and/or book w you, just incase you need to wait on van at the center.
Gotta go lay down am nauseate from last med that hasn't worn off yet.
Theres 300.000 DS members who are friends and this includes me.
Take care Buddy
i called my therapist today and she said shes been calling my dad and hes not answering or calling her back. i think she said she was gonna keep trying and she was gonna give me a call.
ask my dad to send me to the hospital
or fake sick so i can go to my regular doc and ask her to send me there cuz at this point, i cnt be here