torijayne5
Status: Just breathing. It will be okay. His mercies are new every morning.
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I don't know how many of you have struggled with addiction to pornography, but I have. In my brokenness, I sought out an answer for the deep longing in my soul. I sought an answer that would satisfy...
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This is a post from my blog that I published today. It's been a while since I've written on it, but I'd like to start again. I'll be sharing future blog posts on here as well. This is the...
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***Please read with discretion. I have included graphic recollections of memories, and I have no desire to cause further pain if you can be triggered by reading things like this.***I feel better...
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Tonight I feel desperately alone. I have had some victories lately, but I just feel like no matter what happens, I keep sinking back into this depression. I hate it. I hate being alone. I hate...
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Today was a bit of a rough day, though it turned out much better than I anticipated. Praise the Lord for His goodness. I essentially woke up, stressed out about not having a full time job and at a...
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I hit a point of desperation last night. I was infuriated and desperately lonely, after a birthday party for an acquaintance of mine turned quickly into a raucous drinking game. Since I just moved to...
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For those of you who have been praying about the dentist visit, it went really well, better than I could have imagined! The doctor was kind and understanding, and took the exam very slowly. He even...
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I could use some prayer...tomorrow I am going to the dentist. I haven't been to a dental office for several years, because of fears I have related to the sexual abuse. I don't like things touching my...
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I started regaining my memories of childhood abuse a few months ago. So far, I have three pieces of the puzzle that are all quite distinct from each other. About a week ago, I regained a memory that...
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I haven't written a journal entry in a long time, and so much has happened since my last entry. I don't even feel like the same person anymore. It's so weird. I feel like I'm living in a parallel...
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It's been a few weeks since I last posted or visited this site, mainly because I needed some time alone with the Lord to start processing what's going on in my head. And it has been good....
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I can feel a difference today. I feel like this is the first time since coming to "the conclusion" that I don't feel labeled by it. It simply is, and life keeps going. Not that I want to forget about...
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I don't know how much this will help, but I'm taking a chance and posting this out for others to see.I'm coming to terms with the fact that I was sexually abused as a child, and that I've suppressed...