snipmike

Well, the weekend is coming soon and as normal nothing special to look forward too . I am already expecting to get no invites and it stinks. Mainly my fault as I know my interpersonal skills have...

Well, I reached out to both a coworker and also a childhood schoolmate and kinda tried reaching out . Well, I feel that I was blown off. When ever I try calling my coworker he has excuse that he...

Well, today I saw my therapist and have him an update on how I have been feeling . I explained that I feel as though my life has been feeling like a " train wreck" due to being outta work, dealing...

Good Morning, I sleep for about 5 hours last night until a nightmare woke me up in sweats. I am trying very desperately to " keep it together" since it's really only me. As explained previously I am...

Well, my day started out with physical therapy which did oh well. Then I went back home to chill and call some more credit card companies to work out payment arrangements. It Did Not go well since I...

Well, today I cancelled/closed more credit cards. I did try yesterday to make some payment arrangements with some companies with no success. Today I ran some errands and checked in with my job and...

Well, today I went to my physical therapist appt and it went well. I then had to go post office and that went well. Then I tried calling some credit card companies to attempt to make payment...

I actually went to a local support group for 1st time, well after waiting for hour I learn they took off for summer .... Go figure

Well, I went to visit a church today that was a " Christian Ctr", about an 800 member church. . I did initially like the church very much. There was a visitor dinner right after the service at which...

I forced myself out this afternoon and got a haircut

Well, I feel very guilty at this moment. First, I did not make the recovery inc support group meeting today. I was so depressed... I did get to call some more credit card companies to cancel/close...

Well, I get a call from my sister today complaining that my parents who live on Florida aren't telling us " whole truth" about my mothers health . Apparently my mom's blood count has been low plus...

Idk it's now the 3rd anniversary of my grandmothers death and I feel so depressed. We lived together for 20 years , I miss her badly

Well, on top of all my other issues, I did manage to cancel about six of my credit cards..... I can now acknowledge and admit that I have been overspending and trying to buy friends which is very...

Hello All , just still up and can't sleep