Ugggg another weekend with nothing to look forward

Well, the weekend is coming soon and as normal nothing special to look forward too . I am already expecting to get no invites and it stinks. Mainly my fault as I know my interpersonal skills have effected my past unsuccessful friendships. I am supposed to go back to work this Monday and while it will be good having a daily routine it will still be hard with a great deal on my mind. I am just so upset with everything in my life. It's been very difficult waking up every day. I don't know what else to say right now.