Very up/down day

Well, my day started out with physical therapy which did oh well. Then I went back home to chill and call some more credit card companies to work out payment arrangements. It Did Not go well since I don't really know all of my expenses as of right now nor what I will be bringing home in net pay. I am very overwhelmed and cannot speak to my parents or sister since not only did they help
Me before but I am an adult and have to take ownership. I saw the orthopedic doctor today which has me scheduled to return to work on this Monday. My boss said he is anxious for me to return to work and it's been about six weeks and going back to work and dealing with my own debt issues has me literally sick to my stomach. I am glad to return to work though to have a productive daily routine ... I think that i came across wrong or badly last night when I met with an online friend in person. I feel badly since I think I shared ' too much " drama in my life as normally I am the one listening in my job.

Well, that's all for now